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Tuesday, November 11, 2008 Hais today really is a bad day!went to school at 9.00am and started to mark attendance while the student leaders play some ice breaker... today before i went to school for the workshop, i was wondering wats gonna happen...because Mr Yap, Miss Ong and myself is trying DAMN hard to persuade one person which apparently nothing goes in his ear! I really want the camp to be in school cause we at least got the full control...but there's this one person who is stopping me! today my face was totally black cause i talk to HIM about the camp whether it can be held in school but this person want to try new stuff! and give stupid excuses which keep going back to square one! argh was damn pissed! Worse thing of all is that when there's new venue, the student leaders wont noe the place well and something will definitely cock up! the vendors are really pressuring us... not that i think that they are bad but we tend to have this feeeling that u are behind us watching our every move! is like what the hell! it's our show! and they said that we will run everything! my foot ar! THEY have changed my ROLES THEY have planned everything differently AND THEY are teaching us when we already noe! hais im realli not in the mood for camp anymore! all i can do now is FIGHT for the camp...otherwise i will just forget it from day 1 i had promised my student leaders AND mr yap that i will fight the camp for them no matter wat! and i WILL! i will do watever it takes to make sure the camp is run fully by us! There is REALLi no point of me being a student leader when i dont get the trust from HIM! i dont mind putting my badge down for the camp! its realli something that everyone of the sec 3s have been waiting for and now THIS HAPPENS! SO many events already a catastrophe like National Day,Endurance Run and wat nxt... CAMP! im not thinking negatively it's just that all along i have been planning really really hard for the camp in school! all the roles are finalise, the items for games are nearly done! and many more! hais! today i after the whole workshop i wanted to de-brief everyone but there was vendors which are restricting me to say some personal opinion that i have! so i just called it off... we sat down with the vendors and the excos to clairify about any unhappiness... which i really want to throw it out! but i think all Melvin thinks that i am thinking that they are stealing our job... which is not true! wat i thought was that they are pressuring us in the camp... he want things done his way when it's suppose to be our job... they could just let us plan finish and than do a check... that WOULD be so much better. but all they can think is just encourage us.... haissss... speechless already... i feel that being a sportsleader HEAD is not an easy... because i am really lack of help from my vice... i really hope they are reading this cause it's from the bottom of my heart...my vice are really people that i have consistantly trying to ask them to change... like taufiq... i have told him so many time that he must'nt wear black and white shoes which he insist... i told him from day 1 onwards until now! but nothing have change... and his behaviour just got worse! his not acting like a vice but a kid... not insulting but it's wat i observe for so long... for fika her attitude have to change...she always say things that will be done but in the end it isnt touched at all! My vice says that im not treating them like a vice... but they should realli sit down and reflect... IF they can answer me this question, '' wat have they done for Sportsleaders'' i believe deep in their heart there is no answer... i just want all my SLA to be happy... but HOW can 1 person do SO many things! realli ar... sometimes i dont noe who to approached and ask for help...all i can depend on now is mr yap and myself... i need a shoulder in SLA but it's always me doing the job... and no one to rely on... only aishah but she have her own problems at home...which brings me to no one else... k la the more i go on the more hurt i will get...And i wont give up on the camp without giving a fight! (need to post today cause i realli need to let it out... so sorry if i have intrude into anyones feelings) -Nickelodean- |
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